A little :(

Hi everyone, Thanks for your comments on the previous post..

I am a bit disappointed, my result no gree show for mail :( .Almost everyone I know (they live close to me) got their result and PASSED..I cant believe I have to go through another weekend of waiting. I even called the exam body and they said they have mailed it out since Wednesday *deep sigh*..I didnt want to get out of bed, didnt want to eat and just super stressed. Ha the stress of writing a national exam and waiting almost 8weeks for the result which determines your next job offer..ha..I need a job and this result not showing up isnt helping matters. My bank account isnt smiling at me..I feel like the mailman is hiding my mail given that I have been stalking him :-(...I was hoping for a testimony so I can give them some crazy dance moves in church on Sunday. Now I dont even feel like doing anything..

As if that wasnt enough, I woke up to a call from an older friend talking on and on of how I didnt listen to her advice and thats why I dont have a job now. Ha! this is not the 3rd time she is repeating this.  Thing is I have been listening to her which guided me through some years in school but there comes a time you just think an advice wont work for you so you wont take it.  She is insisting on me applying to the city where I schooled because there are so many jobs. I was like yea sure but I want to see how things work in other cities as majority of my experience was acquired in the city I schooled in. Also, I dont like that city because it was just depressing and if not for going to church, being a full time student and friends, I dont know how I would have survived. During summer breaks, everyone leave the city, so its as quiet almost like a grave yard. So, I told the lady well I have considered applying but not moving back there. Then she starts mocking me about how I dont want to listen, how I am limiting myself. *sighs*..Nawa oh..I wasnt even in the mood to talk and start explaining given that I just woke up having been stressed, not eating or sleeping because I am waiting for my result. So I just said ok, now I know better and thats how she stop talking. Maybe I will just avoid her for now or just keep conversations brief. I dont like when other people talk to you like they own you. ha na wetin na..

There is a church picnic tomorrow and I am now rethinking of going because I dont want to see too much people or anyone getting in my face. My ride to church is another story. The chic tells me that she promised a lady in church myself and her will be coming to help for the picnic bbq. I said, me or you? she said both of us. na im I say, why didnt you tell me? she said, well because you are getting a ride from me so you have to leave the same time I leave..huh? more like I have no choice :( (Lord thanks for free ride to church but I want a car). I said well you should have told me because I was thinking of doing somethings before we leave for the picnic and blaaa..She then said something and said wow spirit of offense.. :O which one is spirit of offence na? and we were just coming from church oh. I said well I dont have any spirit of offence but I will let you know if I am coming with you because it will be too early going to a picnic especially when Africans have their own time.  Now my people, I am stuck. I dunno if to follow her (45mins) or take the train/bus which is about 3hours ride :(

So thats how my week has been so far..Please if you see the mail man, tell him I want my result na..I have so many things to do.

Have a sweet weekend. I am praying my next post will be a testimony..cheers :)